A Startling discovery today! Just as I was entertaining my friends who came over to visit me, i received an sms from an anonymous someone saying he/she wanted to befriend me. Upon further questioning i realised that she got my number from a website.

"Oh No! Don't tell me THAT happened again?"

Well though my photo and details were placed as a profile without my knowledge, I've grown to laugh at it rather than get upset by it. And i have a very clear idea who did it. Just some girl who was very free from NUS engineering... a former HCJC student too. A lot of my friends know her too, but they were rather shocked to know she does this. Oh well, i didn't confront her but i think maybe i should have after all.

About May this year, something similiar happended to me. But it was GUYS who were flooding my hp with msgs like "hi wanna know u. Meow." I tell u, i was so depressed that i called for an "emergency meeting" with my closest friends. To think that my photo would end up at some Asia's biggest network of gays and lesbians website. Thankfully one of the guys who called me up helped me contact the administrator to remove my profile. For that, i am very grateful for his actions.

Well, my friends reminded me that "Even if the world says something about you, only your true friends and family know what kind of person you are." Thankfully, my dear friends assured me that there's no need to worry over this. So at last, after hearing this supposedly dreadful news that my profile has described as "A Naughty guy who wants "Activity" and fun," i've learnt to laugh at it amused. It's interesting to see that there are pple who have such creativity and imagination! Well Friends reading this, i know that you're one of them who i can trust ya? Yes that includes you, Doc, Cherio, Jas, Pingping, Jane, Pam, Marc, Elisa and so on..

By the way, because of this i've got to know another friend! hahah thanks for your help Joanne. And thank you Michelle, Paul, Jerry, Van, Jacq, and friends who have given me the assurance. Thanks once again!

Today's theme song is "The Kingdom of Zeal" Taken from one of my fav RPG's Chrono Trigger. Enjoy

Okei I'm sorry, i won't babble about the Sportsmanship thingie. Been really busy with things. Here's a summary of what's happened today.

1. Reuben's on MC.

2. Reuben's on MC.

3. Reuben Woke up to type 3000 tags for HQ ARMCEG/Techstore

4. Had Fried Rice for Lunch.. courtesy of Mummy dearest.

5. Went to TTSH to collect extended Medical Cert and go for Physio.

6. Walked VERY slowly to Bishan MRT, bought Silent Hill 3 a disturbing thriller game/story on the PS2, bought OXY 5 for that stupid pimple on my face, Electronic Gaming Monthly magazines, a $40 Mouse Pad, and a Dragonball Z comic book.

7. Total Cost spent = $150 in one day = 1/2 of monthly Pay = ?

Wonder when i will blog again since i have...

Today's Theme Song is.. a personal fav. hahaha Super Mario!!!

Grrr Can't seem to link my dimmed Rinoa Heartily (fullsize) wallpaper from yahoo to the blog. Oh well... I've changed it since. but what do u think of the ones bellow?

I had so much to write today in the blog. About myself, Rage and sportsmanship.. but i think i'll cover that tmw. Been busy with Army work. Been typing the entire day! And things ain't getting better with "The Dark One" losing her temper the moment she came back home. It's so fake sometimes.... sometimes she's like so nice, then again she flares up into this, this.. woman i despise. Ugh. I admire my dad tho. I can NEVER understand how he married her. hahaha... Think most mums are like that tho. Nice and mean sometimes to the extremes. When i do confront her about her anger and temper, she'd just shift the blame to the monthly thingie. I find that absurd. I mean i'm in no position to be judgemental, but personally i believe that as long as one is conscious about his or her flaws, she or he has the power to control it and handle it well. I've seen other pple who can manage their anger of temper.... why not her?

Hmmm think i'm getting a little carried away here. But i guess it could be because she had a bad day or something? Haiz, none the less the people who "gets it" in the end is my dear old dad and me. There shall be no peace tonight... haha

Wow this morning i received an online booking for a modelling assignment. Or that's what i initially expected. Upon reading, I found out it's some acting thingie. They want me to go (all the way to USA???) to interview for a position in the cast. Have you heard of the show Nash city? They're filming part 2 or something like that. hahaha... Rather honoured by the invitation actually... And they're willing to pay for my transport there! How cool's that? Guess i'll have to turn them down tho... haha

Having my Oreos again, I've been more occupied lately because the army's sent me some work to complete at home. Wonder what everyone else is doing now. Anyway, I smsed my first ex gf last night, but i realised that she's never going to reply ever again.

She came over to visit me a few weeks back and told me she was migrating to France to study and live there. And she asked me of a favour. She asked me to promise to never look for her or contact her again. That's so against my nature... yet, perhaps if that's what she really wants, I should stick to it. She's a fine lovely woman. My first girlfriend I ever had. She doesn't hate me or anything, but she says that everytime i contact her or meet up with her, she'll just feel so hopeful. Seems like she still does love me alot...

Well If you're reading this, then read carefully. It's a pity that i'd have to lose a friend such as yourself. I really wanted to keep in touch. Not simply because you were once a part of my life, but because you always have been part of my Story. The more I want to see ya off at the airport, the more i have to restrain myself because of my promise. Do take care wherever you are, and I wish you well in your endeavours. If at any time in the future you need help, do tell me so. Perhaps, you may forget me, perhaps you'll always remember me.... But know this, that the dreams that had faded and the memories I hold of you..

I shall always Remember..

And thus here's a song i'd like to dedicate to you, the one song that we held dearly to. God Bless you... here's "Eyes on Me"

 To all the Gamers in the world, squaresoft has already completed the translations and voice overs for Final Fantasy X-2. Expect it to come in early 2004.

Ugh, My Cousin sister from USA called early in the morning, waking me up. But it's no angry matter of course. She sounded so cute. Her American ascent's so strong, plus she's in highschool now. Not to mention that she's my height? Think most Americans get tall and big because of the food and milk they take. OH well..

*Gasp* i was just casually staring out the window and i saw this woman walking by. She's Model material! How come i didn't notice her before around my neighbourhood? hahaha... Oops went out of point.

Anyway, some army regular friend of mine's coming to see me.. again. I suspect it's because he wanna watch the fellowship of the rings -extended vers. Or maybe he's eyeing my PS2. Hmmm.

Anyway, decided to change the theme song as much as i like it. heh. It's called "Waltz for the Moon" taken from FF VIII. It's actually a waltz version of the song "Eyes on Me - by Faye Wong"

Ah, my assignment manager called me for a modelling session for some handphone ad. It's for printed ads = will be paid well. Ugh, i felt so bad when i had to turn them down... I mean i can't even get out of the house! Hope those castings and assignments will keep on coming. hehe... Miss going for photo shoots and getting made over like a celebrity. hahaha.. Oh well..

Been having wierd dreams lately. Dreamnt that I've found the whole Draonball Z series on DVD. I was seemingly exhilerated at that discovery in my dream. Think my many days of confinement at home is finally taking its toll on moi. Ugh

Has anyone been to Venice before? Watched a documentary about the top 10 places to go there. Gosh, after watching it, i really feel like going there. It's such a romantic place... I wonder who would be enduring enough to go on a Gondola ride with me. It'll be so romantic. Way Pass cool man..

In the end, my dear bruda Paul did come to see me yesterday. Finally can study some new jap stuff now. We were watching the Fellowship of the Rings - Extended version accompanied with BOSE sound systems. Gosh, the experience is Solid! Too bad we couldn't finish watching it as he had to leave soon. Why? Because he was using my computer checking out his..checking out his... *ok i shall not embarass you here in this blog* checking out his various miscellaneous accounts & playing pesky games to get more "points". Ahahahaha... cartoon la.

Gosh i Miss going out. Seriously do. I wonder what all my other friends are doing on Friday and Saturday nights. Maybe they're at some party? Watching a movie? Or simply having a nice night with their special girls or something... ugh. Me? I'm at home updating my blog, watching Travel & adventure on discovery channel. Oh well, but i guess that's something i have to learn to endure with for a while. Gosh i miss doing sports.. can't even go swim! ARGH!

<--Some jap pple are crazy...

Fwah. I woke up in the morning remembering every single thing i dreamnt about. I had a dream of coming home for dinner and who was waiting for me there? Van! Strange dream. But none the less an enjoyable and fun one. I remembered that i was playing the piano for her while she was gardening. Strange thing is, plants grew on my piano. From then on... i can't remember.

Speaking of which, I wonder how's that Doctor-to-be's coping. Med fac is  indeed very taxing. I love med though. Too bad I didn't try for it... Hmm but given my results, i doubt i'll make it anyway.

Decided to keep the theme song on... It's kinda lovely. Have that romantic touch to it. Later that bruda Paul's comin over to finally pass over my jap notes. Was played out last week by him.. let's see if "something's cropped up" again. I remember clearly that someone told me that when meeting a friend, or promising a meeting... one should always be punctual. Punctuality shows the amount of sincerity and respect one would have towards the other. Wise words from a wise "Professor" huh?

 <---Chocobo from FF VII.

Today's a wonderful day. My bruda from camp came over to visit me. His mum gave him her car to drive in. And the best thing is, he got me packed lunch. Portugese Chicken Rice.. The best dish anyone could have in HQ ARMCEG. I tell you... I enjoyed my Lunch.

Well, we chatted about stuff and all. More importantly, he handed over some work for me to do while i'm on MC. Kept me updated on many other things as well. There had been many changes in camp that i was unaware of. Really appreciate his concern and time.

Went to the Vines Restaurant for Dinner with my Parents. Heh, had Escargot (1/2 dozen) for just $6 and half dozen Oysters at $7!. Dorcas... you love Escargot right? Hint to "him" la. haha. That's the one place i'll recommend to everyone. The food's good and priced reasonably well. The best part of it, is the romantic atmosphere it gives. Lighted candles on coloured Jars of Oil, alongside with the Soothing music played, I tell you... It's the best dining to place to bring a Girl! I always bring special someones there... with the exception of guys of course.  Another interesting thing... I was served by the unlikeliest person. My old friend from camp. He ORDed long ago, and we had a good chat then... The world is such a small place. It seems that somehow, everyone knows everyone else. In fact, I notice that the older we get, the more this happens...

Today's theme song is "The Theme of Love" taken from Final Fantasy IV. It's one of my Favourites.. cause it's so...nice  <--- Tina on a Chocobop in Final Fantasy VI. lol

I want the Gunblade of the Guy on the left, i want the outfit and Hair of the centre guy, and i want the girl on the right. I WANT.

Today's theme song is "Far away dreams" taken from the Video game Chrono Trigger. Hope you'll enjoy it! Hmmm, think i shall have Oreos for lunch. Mwahaha..

Wow. I finally got something down about my songs today. A long time ago, i composed my first song on the guitar for a very special someone. I sang it to her before, and perhaps she's heard it many times too. Point is, I finally remade it to sound more like a song out of the CD. It's no longer just a voice and a guitar. It's got drums, bass, and every component of a song! Too bad i can't post it up and let you pple hear it. Anyway, The song's called "Close to You"!

And all I wanted to do, was to stay close to you...

I would never let this dream of mine go.

And how I wish it could be is for my Destiny,

To b e with you...

I wish, I hope, I pray it will come true...

A Piece of good news! My bruda in camp called me to tell me I've gotten promoted! At least my pay exceeds $400 now. haha, What good news to get on this super rainy day. And another thing is, i finally got down to the Bank to apply for my Debit Card! Mwahaha, very soon I'll possess alot of power. Then all shall Love me and Despair...

Angeline, Thanks for sending out the pendant. Will be waiting for it! mwahaha, plus i'm going to get my custom made Jacket done at Artiris the moment i'm mobile. So many things to do!! So little time left... Ugh

*Drool* See that necklace and Ring set below? That's one of my most desirable items. It's an accessory worn on the main character of Final Fantasy VIII. Been looking all over the world for it... and I finally found it! (At an affordable Price).

BUT, i'll need a credit card to pay. Ugh, getting a friend to help me. Maybe i can use Debit? Hmmm, anyway, to be frank, i already have that necklace. But it's made in China and the Metal's faded. This however is Silver plated. .....I want it! Mine! My Ownz, My Precious...

That's a weakness i have. I have this thing for Final Fantasy Accessories. Because they look way pass cool? But i always get carried away spending unneccessarily. I'm rather impressed (with myself ) that i managed to control my raging FF needs.

Anyway, today's theme song is "Sprouting - FF X" an upbeat version of "To Zarnaken". Jane complained so I made changes. hahaha.. Hey notice the avatar? My fav school's in the Background. I miss wearing the badge and singing the school anthem. Ugh...

POINT TO NOTE: I DID NOT INTEND FOR THE AVATAR TO HIDE THE LETTER "T" MAKING IT LOOK LIKE "HE BEST IS YET TO BE." It was an Honest careless mistake! Funny though.. didn't notice that until Jerry told me. Please Ignore the implications and the fact that my face is there. Hilarious!!!

Ah A dear friend came to see me today! Eve!!! Thanks for coming. Gosh, it's been what? 2 years since i've seen you? You look so great now. Must have many admirers eh? Hope your experience today was a fun one ya? Feel so glad to see someone i know doing well

Alright, I'm going to end the night by... Playing Counter-strike. Think i should change my nick there to Illuminaire. heh