Joanne told me to go watch Kelly at Superstar.
Cailing and Joanne told me to go next time, i couldn’t.
Then Kelly told me she reserved 2 VIP tickets for me at the grand finals.
and finally now Singapore’s Superstar.
There was a time I thought that way,
finding an answer to the questions i posed to myself…
“Why do I make the songs that I sing?”
Perhaps I just wanted to be better, and maybe the best…
Then why is it I lost my drive to sing again at showcases or recordings?
Is it because I didnt want the attention as a singer?
The answer is a resounding yes. And of course I dont want my privacy invaded.
But more importantly, the songs I made are special because they are secret.
The module I’m taking, PC 1327 says that Music is actually all about performing.
That the listener is the person who is the objective.
Thankfully, for me I am the one enjoying the song when I sing or play,
because each time I sang, I see this beautiful movie of my life experience in my mind.
And something as beautiful as that, should never lose its meaning
But
recently I’ve been singing again, sometimes I feel like I’m on the
stage, but I’m merely in the KTV room with friends of my dear. But
gradually I realized what’s more important.. that is to sing to who you
meant the song is for. Don’t think it’s the same singing a song for my
dear, and singing it again at KTV. But not singing consistently has
left me rusty… I can hear the
mistakes I used to always make. My vocal control has weakened…I think
the passion to sing will burn once more, but maybe it’ll be for a
different reason…And that is to simply, be better than I can ever
be… to reach my limit and to make the songs I once made.. Perfect.
Darn I’ve gotta get my guitar to my room in PGP asap… I think I feel
alot of lost songs coming back to me! Going to make the effort to
remake my songs for the sake of myself and to those I promised!
YEAR II SEMESTER I : The Beginning of a new Era
The National University of Singapore.
The place where scholars abound where studious students are at,
and in this BIG BIG collection of geniuses,
There lies one guy that defies all odds…
Spending his time watching Initial D, organising his clan and trying to catch up with work.
Damn la. Being a Year II Student is no joke.
Especially when I’m introduced to the world of Quantum leaps and probabilities,
in a world where the subject i once hated, Chemistry, is related to Biophysics,
In a world where you spend 2 weeks on ONE Lab experiment,
And that’s exactly where you realize that all the apparatus is faulty.
You survived the first year of Physics Reuben, now try to survive again.
The pains of using a small Circuit connector board
The Gang: Wei Keong, Frankie, Zhihao, Mark..
Junyi and Andrielle was doing the Mechanics expt.
Doesnt really help when our lecturers zooooooooom.
Mathematical Methods became Quantumly Fuzzy when he starts to speed.
Kinda liked his step by step introduction into equationas..
but he has a bad habit of zoooming 1 whole lecture into 10 mins.
Told my senior Dr. Li Baowen’s my lectuere.
The honour’s student replied, ” Good luck. Couln’t understand a thing. I flunked”
The same guy who i regarded as a “shen” flunkced this module.
I sense a disturbance in the force. ugh..
My dear, the Beauty my Bunny
It’s been how long now? Almost a year!
And soon I’ll be initiating “Project R”
Have loads of things that I’ve gotta settle…
But with the load of stuff I’ve got, hope I can pull it off.
My mum’s been telling my about getting married and stuff,
And her mum’s been saying its great that she doesnt have to worry about my dear now.
The talk about marriage brings nostalgia.
Once upon a time I thought of marrying my ex gf…
but in the end things didn’t really turn out well…
The strange thing is this relationship feels… different.
Different in a good way, in a way that I know what the outcome will be.
And it shall be good. Such that there’s no need to rush anything,
And everything shall unfold itself in due time.
Finally i can see what God’s doing…
a balloon for my dear.
Lasted less than a day cause her rabbit bit it.
and she loves to drag me to the Supermarket to shop. 
Well I’m sure the days ahead will be great.
Wonder what I’ll be doing later.
Wait I know the answer…
Without my PS2, Guitar & TV in my hostel room in PGP,
There’s only one thing I can do.
Do my QM tutorial, MM tutorial, read the SOM book and research on RC-circuits
Well there IS something I can look forward though.
There was a time I thought that way,
NUS iPLAY. My NUS Dream Team will be competiting tomorrow.
Comments (2)
LMAO!!! PROJECT R!!! Hahahaha.. initial d getting to your head huh? haha you need to come over to cali man.. drifting competitions going on all the time.. two of my friends are actually USD1 Pro drifters.. i can have them take you for a ride if u ever come over.. haha
And i know the japanese one is so much better.. but that was the only vid i could find =P
ahhaa yeah been watching Initial D till Fourth STage act 15 now. ugh… really? But I’ll probably faint dude. hahaha, drifting is nice to see but being in it, think its really dangerous. The closest experience I can get without hurting myself.. in on the initial D version 3 arcade dude. hahaha driving a MX7 for the game. lol