December 28, 2004

  • "Wisdom comes to does who ask, those who seek until at last,
    It cannot be totally earned, but is simply the knowledge of what you've learned

    I went through the first journey battled and scarred.
    The revelation of my grades, left me weak and marred.
    No shock have come with such great a force,
    leaving me feeling gone and lost.

    I went to church on a last Sunday,
    perhaps there's an explanation for such a plight.
    A prophecy for 2005 came to past.
    Those words proclaimed, gave me new light.
    The Lord went before you -A phrase repeated in His Word.
    "And He has gone to see, What would happen what would occur"

    The pastor's voice echoed through the stadium,
    With these words that made much a difference.
    "The Lord told me to tell His people this...
    that he has been to 2005, and said It Is Good"
    Such gentleness and assurance stretched deep into my heart.
    Spurring my tears, my joy and a smile.
    My dear looked to me to wonder why,
    Thus I wrote this to remind us That is why"

    After liberation and freedom from the semester,

    I had such a great and wonderful time.

    Most of the lovely memories and joy came from a girl whom I love.

    Much shall be left to say later, and some should only be whispered,

    But none the less I'd like to thank, my dear and darling for your love and care.
    But other than this, I've had much time to myself and various thoughts run thru my head.
    How's my cousin in US doing? Miss him dearly..
    How's my Grandma doing while I've been studying?
    How's my good friends how parted with me in JC?
    How are my Guiding Stars friends doing? Have i missed their Album launches?
    How are the Rag Dancers doing? Coping well?
    How are my Science camp OGLs and NUSSU OGLs doing?
    How's Jerry and Paul doing? How about Jess? Jacqueline? Pamela?
    So many questions! hahaha
    As the year comes close to an end, I see so many images flashing in my mind...
    Soon I shall sum up those memories... heh.

    In this month, I've met my Clan mates finally.

    The people I'll be working with at the World Cyber Games.

    Xtreme Force had a new team and I suggested its name to be xtC.

    It means Xtreme Chaotix, and I'll be looking forward to getting my new polo shirt!

    Gaming is fun for me, but brining it to such a level is exciting.

    I know we'll probably not win,

    But to compete in an international arena, is always a good fun.
    Glad to know that my team's a mixed of all ages,
    Though most would expect a bunch of 13 year old kids.
    Another plus point is that most of them are my juniors!
    Studying in Anglo-Chinese School barker Road!
    hahah, I feel like a big brother to them sometimes..
    but it's great to realise that my team of players aint a bunch of Ah bengs.
    Which was the stereotype of must hardcore Counter-strike players in older times.
    Speaking of games and stuff... I've bought my new Xmas Present!

    BEHOLD: The New Slim and Sexy, Playstation 2 console!


    Now I have two Playstation 2s!! The slim one's so small!


    I can fit it into my Laptop case anytime! smaller than an A4 pad!

    The times are definitely changing..
    Technology is advancing too quickly beyond our reach.
    Yet the future sees no sign of floating cars whizzing thru air traffic,
    Or of skateboards that levitate in the debut appearance in "Back to the future."
    I wonder what Man shall accomplish in the next years ahead.
    Alas, I still hope they will learn to understand the hidden truth of life.
    And as for my studies, I've suffered a big blow to it too.
    My results came out and left me devastated... feeling so, stunned and shocked.
    For the first time, I feel like its almost the end of my NUS journey.
    Thankfully, God spoke to me, and my parents and friends supported me..
    And I realised that I shouldn't expect much since I've been gaming everynight.
    for the first time in my life, I shall give 100% effort to my studies..
    And we shall see, what I'm TRUELY capable of.
    2005... I will be waiting to Fight on.



    First of February this year... when things were much different.

    Paul's hair was neat and short...

    Jerry was studying in NUS while we were in the Army.

    And now...


    Paul's hair still looks neat though he dyed it.

    Jerry's still crazy and providing the food and place.

    And Jane's hair grown longer.

    My my how time flies!

    It's been so long since we've had a close gathering and bbq!
    Bringing ack lovely memories of fellowsip burnt chicken and mahjong,
    we decided to make this our own form of tradition.
    so that at around the same time, we shall have this bbq year after year after year
    For now, It's time for new year celebrations!
    Very soon I'd have to say, goodbye to 2004...


    <Special Secret Ending: Another Side, Another Story XII>


    Hoshii no Hikari ~ Starlight
    Had
    a feeling that you didn't do too well for your results from the tone we
    chatted. But I can assure you I'm probably worse off than you. But the
    difference here is that, it is over and I know somethings can be done
    to make everything right. I'm sure you can do the same! I always
    believe if I can overcome the disappointment you can. And somehow I
    know you will. Trust God girl, and study well. 2005 shall be a great
    year for you!     The girl who spreads my
    sunshine - Starlight


    Saikou no Hikari ~ Zil
    I
    was absolutely surprised and touched and very pleased this month!
    Thanks for your effort in putting up my Xmas gift dear. I really really
    appreciate it. I can almost picture every stick, pulp of glue and
    detail u've done for me. And you baked your first cookie and brownie
    for me! I can't tell you how much I appreciate all you've done. Thanks
    once more my dear. hehe.. hope you liked my humble card and ring. It's
    been how long already? haha enough to convince my mum eh? heh. It's
    been quite a ride for you i must say, and I thank you for doing so much
    for me. 2005 shall be great for us ya? I'll prove it... and dear,
    remember what I said to you ya? Remember the Ring. It was that same
    ring that marked my singlehood, but had another meaning. You know what
    I say of this.. and I hope you'll trust in my promise. Take it as my little circle of Trust. heh     My supreme light, the one who brings me joy -
    Zil