September 22, 2004

• "For two long years, I have been drifting in the world alone.
  God's always there for me, to guide me too.
  But on the 22nd of Sept 2004, I am no longer alone.
  The hand I hold, and the smile that follows me shines as i walk.
  And with that lies a bright future that had begun from a humble beginning.
  No one knows how things may happen.
  No one can foresee what destiny has in store...
  But what matters is what you're going to do, when that time comes.
  The Best If always Yet To Be.
  If you always seek to find the best, there will always be a better.
  In the end, you can't measure what love is.
  It's about choice, sacrifice and understanding.
  What you see now is flowers, pink colours, romantic magic and more.
  But in the end, when all these things fades...
  When all hope seems lost, and darkness consumes the once lighted fire,
  All that's left is Love.
  And this power can overcome all those things, above all odds...
  If only you choose to know and to believe to hold on.
  In the End, no one can know what the future holds.
  You can only trust in what you believe in.
  As for me, I trust the Lord. "
  

  
  

  I came home on saturday afternoon and saw this...

  
  "Reuben save me!" says my ex-cupboard...

  And I went into my room to see 3 men creating my new cupboard.
  To be embodied with a huge glass sliding door,
  And a light blueish finish... I watched in temporary shock.

  
  I didn't know how to react.. my cupboard of.. 11 years replaced by...

  So I went back to my old dear cupboard,
  Marvelled at its beauty despite its vandalised surface...
  And appreciated the stickers I placed on the surface.
  Every sticker represents a moment in time, and as i recalled,
  I could remember...
  I briefly looked as the words written by me across the front of the cupboard.
  it reads "The sky is the Limit, you should reach for the sky"
  That was the parting quote my principal in Anglo-Chinese Primary School gave.
  And that day when he left, the aged man streaked with hairs of wisdom, cried.
  At a young age, I could not understand.
  But now when I recalled, I could feel the spirit he had for the school.
  The passion, the unity and for what it stood for...
  One day I want to leave a quote for ALL to remember by too.

  
  The first game that brought me into the whole Final Fantasy Series
  
  Imagine the memories I had... So many hidden in one place...
  
  And now, I can finally utilise the space to.... hold all my stuff! hehe..
  
  And yes, the comics that made me who I am today. haha..
  

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  Introducing... Paul's hamster!
  Found desperately seeking a home, right in front of his doorstep,
  This hamster is definitely a brave one.
  Storming through the rain, the tall stairways, and finally the fiercesome cats,
  She managed to find her eternal love - Paul.
  It was love at first sight. His parents approved.
  And when I see them together now, I know it's definitely a perfect match.

  
  Here's looking at you!
  
  Look at it!!! She's so cute!!! gosh.. i want one too...
  

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  <Special Secret Ending: Another Side, Another Story VII>
  
  Today I shall reorganise my Hikaris...
   see if you know anyone of them. hehe
  There is no rank! but they shall always be somewhat special to me
   (of course not as special as the Saikou no Hikari )
  Let me tell myself a story for me to remember
   and for the bold and curious alike.
  None of you may ever understand, the song and memory i have...
  

  1st Hikari ~ Miss Butterfly
  Do you remember
  that night? I spelt your name with shells and candles so bright? We
  were under the stars, under the skies, I would never forget... the
  magic I felt that night... The girl who showed me what light was - your
  name represents the butterfly.

  2nd Hikari ~ Kurei Su Teina
  So
  let me dream, this song I sing. To smile to, the joy you bring. To walk
  you until the end, I'd do anything. For you I'll stand by your side
  today, for each and every other day, I'll never leave you nor
  forget.... Why I... feel this... way.... The girl who was there for me
  over distance and time, while i was having my knee OP - You are Pure
  Dream.

  3rd Hikari ~ Keri
  A long time ago, I was
  on a journey to show you I can bring you happiness. Alas, you made that
  journey end. Yet a time later, you reveal your true feelings to me.
  Again, you were too late and it pains me to know that you cry. Please
  don't cry for me, instead be strong.. not act strong. You never know
  what the future holds... None the less, I'll always remember the
  concerts, the songs we sang & the times we had.
  The girl whose picture resides in my locket - The best singer I know in my heart.

  4th Hikari ~ Mil Lorac
  Teh-girl! Really glad that you play Final Fantasy, like magic, and play
  the piano! Almost like my identical or something. Always love to know
  we share common interest... And thus you are now a hikari! I will
  remember my neighbour as someone i can relate with. When we grow old,
  i'm going to  "Jio" you to play Final Fantasy VIIIX ya? The girl
  who impressed me - Teh Girl Reubina.

  5th Hikari <Special> Hoshii no Hikari ~ Starlight
  Yoz! like you
  said, we're going to be good friends all the way ya? I'm glad someone
  can see the inner me the way i can see the real you. Yup, you can
  depend on me when you need me k? As long as I stand, I will never let
  you fall. Take care... till infinty and beyond! The girl who spreads my
  sunshine - Starlight

  6th Hikari <Supreme> Saikou no Hikari ~ Zil
  Special is a word I use to describe other people in a
  general context. But for you it means a totally different thing. I'm
  glad that you choice this path that we can take together ya? And as
  long as you're willing, we can do this together. Trust me, and continue
  to trust me, and I assure you, you will see the real Reuben through
  your eyes, in my world. My supreme light, the one who brings me joy -
  Zil

  "The essence of someone's
  soul revealed in the form of light. This light can only be observed by the
  chosen one (prince of solaria). different measures of light depict pureness,
  goodness and positive attributes that are rarely observed or made noticeable because
  of the person's behaviour - Hikari. Absence of this light, implies darkness within the
  heart."

  
  "Everyone has different intesities of light. Some are extremely
  bright, too eager to reach out to pple. Some are kept within, strong but kept
  secret. It is a inner spirit of the person's true being, hidden from the eyes
  of the world."
  

  ~Reuben's XIIth report
  

  
  
  

  
  Indeed there can be only one... mwahaha
  

  
  
  

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