The Real Me..
I can change the way I talk to you,
I can stop giving you things and sweet messages too.
I can even be your friend and even stop liking you.
But there's nothing you or I can do,
To stop me from loving you..
Just one day of thinking about all these left me so... distraught.
But today I woke up, seeing things in a new light.
I prayed last night and in my dreams I had a revealation.
I saw myself in my most intense basketball match.
I remembered that day years ago, when our team was losing by 14 points.
And the opponent needed to score just one more point to win the game round.
Back then I was mortified and discouraged at first...
But i bucked up and decided to play my best even if we're going to lose.
In the end, we won...
When I woke up I realise what God's been saying.
"No matter how hard the fight, know where you stand and finish the race"
My race is not over... Even as friends things may change.
Even with the slightest possibilities...
Now I see who I really am.
Someone once saw me yesterday, in my distraught and hopeless look,
and she said,
"You're not Reuben Wong. The Reuben I know takes on ALL challenges"
She's right. Yesterday I thought everything ended.
Alas, it is only but part of a new beginning.
Whether as friends, or whatever...
There really isn't any end unless you yourself declares it.
If i gave up now.
It'll mean everything I've done was not worth continuing.
People can tell me this.
They can gossip and say that.
In the end, even if it seems there's no road left.
I will make my own way, with God's grace and favour.
I can do all things...
...through Christ..
Comments (2)
0_o what's this? i've never known u not to take on any challenges.. i remember back in the day i would just watch u try to figure out how to play a song on the piano and u'd never ever give up on it.. why u starting now?
Moment of weakness bro... but now i ain't gonna give up.... hey... i highlighted my hair!!!
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