January 10, 2004

  • "What if you found the greatest treasure on Earth..
    And it was priceless and what You've always prayed for.
    But that treasure already belongs to someone...
    Though it's not yours, but you get to feel it, and talk to it...
    People may start to murmur..
    The owner may start to get upset,
    What would you do?"


    I could just render in the sheer gratefulness when I talk to that treasure.
    For when I talk to her,
    I feel a close unexplained relation that surpasses distance and time.
    It keeps me feeling great and at peace whenever I look at the treasure.
    Until one day I realised I had to do the most difficult thing..
    That is to let go of the treasure because It's for her sake.
    Wouldn't that be the greatest thing I'd be able to do?
    And yes, the most painful thing I'd have to do...
    To give up something of infinite worth because..
     You care for the treasure's well-being.
    To give up someone who made u feel good because...
    Perhaps it'll make her smile better.


    Yet Strangely, God sent me a dream last night.
    Of a scene where she was singing at church for the children.
    And there I was backstage watching a dream in a dream.
    And after the song, I turned to her and she smiled to me.
    In the most gentlest and beautiful way.
    And beyond those eyes looking at me, I could see...
    The goodness of God, the grace of God..
    And the sheer magnificence of Beauty.
    Perhaps one day, I shall see her again.
    Perhaps one day, I fulfil that final fantasy at the top of my page.
    Then until that one day..
    I shall pray and keep to my promise I made.


    Anyway, these days I've been rather upbeat abt stuff too.
    Had the chance to see most of the year's most anticipated game exclusives!
    Even had the chance to watch a Trailer of the upcoming movie,
    Final Fantasy VII-Advent Children.
    It's awesome. Totally CGI, and kept true to the stroyline 2 years after the game.


    And another thing, My cousins are safely back in US!
    One's already studying while the other's still gunbounding. haha.
    Thanks Calvin for the stuff u uploaded.
    Here's my performance pic he took! haha...



    Man, I was super nervous! haha but it was fun
    Was Singing "Pure Dream" at this time i think..
    Alas, Sigh.. It was only a dream nothing more.
    Comforting thing was a phrase she said in reply...
    "It wasn't a dream. It's real."
    Yeah, It's real man.
     And those memories shall live forever together with my promise.


    Other exclusives were the release dates and shots of Final Fantasy XII in May.
    And of course Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories.
    So here's what I've been mesmorised with so far! 



    Exclusive screenshot from Final Fantasy X-2:International Vers+last Misison



    If my Jap didn't deceive me, i heard there's a new theme song for the game



    No, this is not a disney kiddy game. Really. Kingdom Hearts:Chain of Memories



    Final Fantasy XII.. talks about 2 great swords and stuff.



    The Kingdom of don't know what... haha think it's Balandra.



    Final Fantasy XII Logo. Looks kinda traditional..



    A Battle Scene in the game. Graphics look great man.



    You'd not believe this, but the girl's name is ASHE and the Guy's called VAAN.


    Yup! So that's that for now.. wonder what's in store in my upcoming week. heh.


    January:
    2nd - Meeting an important person in the evening.
    3rd - Outcamp Run at Pasir Ris Park till 10/Hard Rock?
    5th - Overnight Duty at company line.
    6th - Physiotherapy at Nee Soon Camp (free fr 4 onwards)
    7th - Contact Scaven about decision to Train.
    8th - Meeting Mdm Rajeed about giving tuition at 7.30pm     
    12th - Commencement of Jap Term2 (every monday and wed)
    16th - MA at Nee Soon Camp.
    17th - Party at Embassy. Lias with the Brudas.
    27th - Overnight Duty at Company Line.


    February:
    14th - Valentine's day with ??
    20th - Preparation for Funfair...
    21st - ACJC Fun-O-rama