October 22, 2003

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  I must fade away.
  Perhaps from then, when joy began filling my days.
  I may have dreamed too hopefully
  Or Maybe I was just being silly.
  The Choices we make gives the path we take.
  Yet my Path had been hidden, when can I wake?
  To see my dream, come true for me.
  Maybe somethings just ain't meant to be.
  
  What I hoped to be changed from is to was.
  May go nowhere, I may have lost.
  Confused I am, yet still stubbornly sure
  That my part to Play is far from Over.
  Perhaps to her it means nothing much.
  But a word from her, can break my heart.
  Where has my will to Fight had gone?
  The wait for revelation, the promise I sworn.
  
  I will stand now not with my own Strength
  But with the Strength of God, and his healing Hand
  If I can't change the course i make.
  God will give me a new path to take.
  My perfect princess she is there for me.
  One day I may get to see,
  My princess waiting looking for me
  She's the ring I wear, Rinoa Heartily.
  
  I must fade away.
  For now not for sure but from this day.
  There are answers I seek, And prayers to make.
  To recover my courage and to reforge my Blade.
  I do not see this as defeat
  But of enlightenment and of magnificent feat
  To show to world that I shall stand.
  For my princess until the Very End!

  
  

  - Fade Away by Reuben Wong

  
  

  I call this poem i wrote Fade away, because that's all i can think of doing now. It's so difficult to understand how some things turned out. Makes me wonder If i should have said those things I said. Would things be different had I not gone so far? Or would it be better if I'd do otherwise? I don't regret what has happened, but i just wonder if there's an answer to all this. It's tough on me, yet I like it. Because i see a ray of light in the future that holds, because of her this one girl i know. Ugh...

  
  

  Thus, I shall fade away. I'll be taking more time to myself to reflect on certain things. May not come online often too... It's time I start to think things through and seek God's word in this. For only He can answer to my problems

  
  

  Take care people.. God Bless all of you
  
  
  

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